Skip to main content

The God Who Sees Me

Do you ever get a garage sale find that is a real gem?  When we were on furlough last year I hit the garage sales in our area (whichever city we were in) every Saturday morning.  Well, I found this study book for 50 cents and brought it home.  I decided to start it last week; it's on the Patriarchs (Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob) and it is so rich and full that I'm gleaning all kinds of insight out of it for personal growth and for teaching purposes. 

Yesterday's study was on Hagar.  I have never given her much thought.  Truth be told, I've had a negative perspective on her my entire Christian life.  She's the Egyptian slave who bore the "other" son to Abram.  That son (Ishmael) was the father of another nation that historically has made life difficult for Christians.  Ishmael was born because instead of waiting on God's perfect plan, Sarai took things into her own hands and handed over her maidservant to her husband to bear him a son.  As expected, once Hagar found out she was pregnant, animosity grew between the two and well, total pandemonium broke out in the tents.  Hagar was sent away into the desert to "cease to exist".

Yet, God saw Hagar and came to her.  He had a plan for her life, even after things got really messed up. The poor girl, I  wonder if she even had a choice in the matter...  Could she have refused to lay with her mistress' husband?  Doubtful.  She was just a mere servant and who was she to give opinions to her boss?  It wasn't that she had brought humiliation upon herself; she was a victim of sinful choices that lead to a major breakdown in the home and a painful separation of not only her job, but her source of food and shelter.  As I meditated more on her circumstances, I started to have a compassion for this woman and I was moved by God's care for her.

He gave her unwanted son a name.  Ishmael means, "Yahweh has been attentive to your humiliation."  How beautiful it is that God showed up in her utter desolation and told her that he has cares for her and that even though she felt completely abandoned, she was not alone.

What was even more moving to me is that Hagar, the lowly maidservant, is the only Old Testament character to give God a name; we see that name in Genesis 16:13.   El Roi.  "You are the God who sees me."  Not only did he see her, he gave her life meaning and he changed her shame into joy, with the knowledge that her son would make history.

Friends, God sees us when no one else seems to care.  He comes to us in our most desperate moments, he knows when we feel alone, when we're completely exhausted and when we just want to craw behind a rock and hide.  He has been attentive to our situation and he is the one who can turn our circumstances upside down.  I can just see the joy in Hagar's face as she returns to Abram and Sarai, a transformed woman. She is no longer just a slave, she is one who has seen God and that encounter made all the difference.

Do you believe that God sees you today in your greatest need?


  1. Thanks for share this!!!! That was what I needed today to know!!! God is see me!!!
    Norberto Obermann

  2. What a great thought, that God SEES me! This would make for an awesome sermon. God bless.


Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Christmas in Paraguay!

If you're wondering what Paraguayans do at Christmastime, they have some great traditions, including the "noche buena" meal on Christmas Eve at midnight.  They eat lots chipa guasu (a type of corn casserole, stay tuned for a recipe), asado or grilled meat (some eat it cold), salads, especially fruit salad, watermelon and drink mucho terere.

Families travel from all over the country, many even return from working in other countries like Brazil, Argentina, and Spain, to celebrate with loved ones. This is us at last year's Kurrle celebration in Asuncion. Festivities are anything but a silent night with fireworks, loud music and drinking cidra (hard cider). 

Most Paraguayans do not decorate Christmas trees (we decorate ours in shorts!) or emphasize Santa Claus.  Instead, they put beautiful nativities "pesebres" in their yards and in store fronts.  Kind of novel to focus on Christ at Christmas, isn't it!

To beat the heat, many Paraguayans go to a river to rel…

September highlights. A month in Paraguay

I want to thank you for hanging out with us this past month. Every day was different. Sometimes I wish I had more of a routine. But in my missionary role, routine is not something I experience very often. Here are a few September highlights.

We traveled to Asuncion, to get some paperwork done. The trip to Asuncion generally takes six hours on a two lane road, with crazy traffic. We avoid these trips as much as possible. 

I was part of a Baptism ceremony in the Parana River. 28 people made a public commitment. The Parana Rive is the second one in size after the Amazon River.

I had a chance to continue my bible teaching at our local church on Tuesday evenings. I fill in various classes and find teaching very rewarding.
We celebrated Anahi’s 6th birthday with our immediate family. Anahi is finishing her preschool and will start first great next year

We celebrated Dominick’s 4th month. He also got his shots last week. Dominick has occupied the center of attention. He has been a great joy for …

A day like today, five years ago

April 17, 2012 was another normal busy ministry day, just like today. I spend half of that day with a group of pastors and leaders. In the afternoon, I went to pick up some documents for Anahi, in the city of Encarnacion, about an hour from our home.

We were working on a side walk for our house, so at about 4 pm I took Timothy and Anahi with me to get some supplies before our trip the next day.

That evening Julie made pizza. I played with Timothy for about an hour with the new toy we had both created. I kissed my boy good night, and prepared some stuff for the trip we were going to make next morning very early towards Asuncion.

Life was good, we were in the midst of great projects with the church, we were also serving at the radio station and managing the new bible training bi vocational center we had created the year before.

Neither one of us had the fog-est idea that this would be our last day together as a family of four, our last dinner, our last time to say goodnight and to look …