On August third, I have been newly married five months . Nancy is Gods gift to me after losing Julie. It does not mean, there are moments I wish I could still have Julie with me and we did not have to go thru so much pain. But as they say, time has a way of healing. Time has a way to help you forget the pain. Today, August 12 th Julie and I would have celebrated our 15 th wedding anniversary . Our plan was to travel Europe, just the two of us. We began saving back in 2010 for this occasion. Yes I would like to be with Julie in Europe now, enjoying the scenery with the woman I thought I would grow old with. A lot of healing has happened, but the void will never be filled. Today I am in a very different place with different people doing different thinks. I will probably never comprehend, I just take a day at the time and try to enjoy, serve and live fully. These are some things I am doing different. I enjoy each meal with my new family with intensity. I don’t st...
A NEW BEGINNING. Starting over.